It was strange when I would hear myself talking. Who was this person speaking words out of my mouth? I didn’t feel like it was me.

It was strange when I would hear myself talking. Who was this person speaking words out of my mouth? I didn't feel like it was me.

Th dissociation continued to get worse, until I was living in a constant state of dissociation.

The first time I experienced dissociation I had no idea what was happening to me. I sat on the couch with my boyfriend. He said something to me and when I looked at him, I didn't recognize his face. I still knew it was him, but his features looked mangled and foreign. This face that I had looked at thousands of times now seemed strange. Needless to say, I was terrified.